Went Crazy at a Period of Time
I was afraid I would be very sad again if he did not answer my telephones when I called him, so I tried my best not to contact him. I was really scared and could not be injured again. I had cried too much at that period of time and even wanted to commit suicide. Indeed, I was very painful and felt nobody could understand my pain at that moment. I was absent from the dc electric motors factory and cried at home for the whole week. I was really afraid of losing him and could not accept the fact of his cruelty to me, for he had been the person who treated me the best and I had taken him as my own elder brother. I lied on the bed and could not stop crying. The noises of electric brushless motors outside on the road could make me go crazy. I bit my arms and broke anything I could break onto the ground. I really went crazy during that period of time. I rode my neighbor’s electric e bike and bought several bottles of bears and drank up all of them. I was drunk and the first person I thought of was him.
