Being a Cynic
He often said that I was unlike a university student. I was not motivated; I was pessimistic; I was not cheerful and pulled a long face every day. He told me that a young people should be open and clear and have an optimistic attitude towards life. I was an ordinary worker in a dc brushless motors factory and I was a cynic at the thought of being so hard in it. I was a university student and I thought I should have been a leader in it. I was not convinced. I was unsatisfied with the reality and I often threw things around and the cups and books in my house always suffered. I even broke the advanced dc motors in the factory one time and was punished seriously afterwards. I confessed that my temper had become worse and worse and often got angry in front of publics. The latest electric bicycle of mine also suffered under my hands. I knew I should not have behaved so exceedingly, but I could not control myself. When I had become so bad-tempered?
