Loving a Man That I Could Not Stay with Him
I still felt painful at the bottom of my heart at the thought of being unable to get married and stay with him in my life. He was my ideal husband and why he had gotten married with another woman. I could see him when I was sleeping every night; I could see him when I was riding my e electric bike to work; I could see him when I was working; I could see him when I was eating. He was in my mind everywhere and at all times. I could not hold any man except him. Why I was so unlucky encountering a man that I loved so much and I could not stay with him. I could not settle down when working in the brushless dc motors factory one day and asked for a leave. I wanted to call him when I got home, but I dared not, because I was afraid of disturbing his life. I would cry as soon as I heard his voice. The dc electric motors outside drove me get crazy when I was restless at home. Why I had fallen in love with a person that I could not stay with him forever?
