Impulse Was the Devil
I had made my brother’s unhappiness several weeks ago and I had been also uncomfortable at the bottom of my heart. He had not yet spoken to me until now. I put blame on myself and was very guilty at the thought of his angry. Making him to go angry was not my ultimate purpose and I only wanted to know how he was. He promised to buy me a brushless motor fan, but he did not. I thought he was indeed busy and I did not prompt him. Two months later, I asked him whether he had taken me in his heart, he said he was still busy and asked me to buy for myself. He knew clearly that I had no money, but he should have asked me to buy on my own. I borrowed money and bought a new brushless fan motor electric car angrily. I cursed him, saying that he deceived me. I knew I had overdone. He was really busy and I should understand him. I was too impulsive. I rode the brushless motor electric car to the park to wait for him and wanted to beg for his forgiveness.
